Monthly Archives: March 2017

7 Things That I Tend to Do if I Like a Guy


Happy International Women’s Day first of all!! This is the day that guys cant say they’re better than us at something. Because usually we are always better at them, they just don’t wanna admit it. But today they can. Let me rephrase that–But today they WILL.

Anyways, I just recently finished that horrible cyclone of feelings and emotions and junk and got over my crush. Because, I just gotta face the facts. It will never happen. Ever. He loves one of my friends, but what can you do, am I right?

So, this could apple to some of you. This is usually the cycle I go through when I seriously like a guy.

  1. “Playful banter.”

Okay, so some of you may be thinking–isn’t that like flirting? Well…I honestly suck at flirting. I’ve tried and failed. Some people (like my friend Ally sorry…forgive me? haha) tend to think that whenever I tease a guy that means I like him. Yeah I do like him…like to ANNOY him. Get your facts straight people (not that I’m targeting Ally specifically about this since it only happened once….Just click the link this is getting awkward…)

2. Admittance

So after teasing the guy for a while…and if he has a good heart (cheesy alert sorry) then I would finally admit to a few of my friends that I like the guy. (or Ally will just get it out of me…best friend right there guys 😀 how did that happen? XD) And the second I tell my friends they totally freak out (unless it is a guy that they hate for some reason).

3. Denying it

After my friends talk about it more I just blush and say “well I don’t like him THAT much.” Like only a little bit. (That’s Lara-Code for I like him more than you need to know lol)

4. Pity-party

This is the part where I don’t understand why he wouldn’t like me. Are we even friends…? Pshh of course we are. He isn’t my friend out of pity. But how can he like her instead of me. No no calm down…don’t be jealous. Just smile through it even though it hurts so badly.

5. Mega-Happy

How do you make me go from smushing my face into a pillow to smiling stupidly when you sit too close? It makes me uncomfortable. Back up or my face could explode!!! I hate this part of the mad cyclone of love. Whenever he tells a joke, I laugh. No matter how freaking stupid it is!! If he gets to close, I laugh nervously or just have a stupid smile on my face, then fix my hair to make sure it isn’t as stupid as my smile.

6. Realization

This is the part of my messed up love life where I realize that I shouldn’t waste my time with people who don’t like me back. Maybe it would happen some time..later in life. When my parents don’t want to meet you and everything wont be as awkward.

7. Freaking love

I don’t know what you would call this stage. Its that time when you have finished having feelings for a guy and then he starts flirting with you a tiny bit or you and your friends get suspicious and think that he likes you just because he said “when we used to talk a lot more, which was fun.” I just don’t understand boys. This sucks.

Well hoped you can sorta relate to this post. I really missed posting to you guys!

Have a great day! (or night 😉 )

~Lara ❤



I’m pretty sure most of us know that about 99.9% of the time you lie, you get caught. Some people lie because they took candy. Others lie about their lives.

For a while now this GIRL in my school has been telling me and like four other people about how miserable her life is. I honestly felt really bad for her. She has done some pretty awful things though herself. We all have motives, I just don’t understand hers.

So anyways, this morning I was walking down the hall with one of my best friends. And guess who popped up into the conversation? You guessed it. The GIRL. My friend told me how the GIRL told her she had amnesia and only remembered certain things. Now, I know that the GIRL has lied before. I never really told anyone, because it wasn’t my problem. Until she started to burden me with her problems. So I told my friend I didn’t believe her. “That’s the funny thing.” she had told me. She then said that a few minutes ago she was walking down the hallway and saying hi to a bunch of people she knew. SERIOUSLY.

Fast-forward to lunch.

Talking with my friend as usual, watching her flirt with her crush, throwing up mentally…the usual. Then the GIRL comes in and starts talking to someone else in the room. I say hi to her twice. Then a third time. She wasn’t talking anymore so I knew she could hear me. Then she just walks away. Okay then….that was a little rude…

My best friend comes up to me. She then goes on to tell me how the GIRL admitted to lying about having amnesia. This is not something you joke about guys. I have been hearing a lot of people saying go kill yourself or kill me or even I’m gonna kill myself. This is not something you just joke around about to get laughs. You could lose many things from it. Like the GIRL lost a friend today (well for now anyways….).

I hope you know how serious lying can be sometimes.

I hope you have a wonderful day

~Lara ❤

La La Land Team Blew Me Away/Accepting Life’s Curveballs

So if you’re like me and decide that you aren’t gonna watch the Oscars because you have too much work, and then end up watching it anyways, you would know that there was a mistake. La La Land was given the Oscar for best film–by mistake. It was really supposed to be Moonlight. Honestly, I think that we could all learn something from the way the director (I think it was the director) acted. He was calm, and excepted the decision and kept insisting the Moonlight film team that it was theirs and that they should take it.

We all need to learn to except life’s curveballs and accept things as they are, even if we don’t like it.

I know that’s something I definitely need to work on.

~Lara ❤